.i.would.rather.pull.my.eyes.out.and.stomp.on.them.[OVER AND OVER AND OVER].

Hiking. NO
Moutains. NO
Fires with people I don't know. NO
Doing pretty much nothing. NO

AMEN. Praise the effing Jews.

.gonna.crap.a.[brick].

Doesn't the world just make you want to crap sometimes? Seriously. I want to throw a brick at my brain for hurting. And I also want to throw a brick at like 12 different people right now. Namely idina menzel for being so bloody talented!!! I watched a video of her singing today. One I've seen several times already, and it's seriously amazing. The sheer talent she has makes me want to crap into a mold of a brick and then throw it at my laptop while the video is playing. BLAH!!! I swear it's annoying. Why can't I have that!?

Oh and for those of you that read my blog, and not just select posts, I pulled a nerve today. I don't know if that's exactly what you would call it, but it hurts like none other. LIKE UNBELIEVABLY. seriously amazing. I wish I could go back and realize it was going to hurt all day to yawn, and make the decision not to yawn. But whatever.

And to my wonderful friends watching this completely LAME tv show. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!! let's do something else!!! Like take me home!!! I'm miserably bored!!! Seriously!!!

.[post.surgery].happiness.

I love cyndel, and her house, and her computer...

She probably doesn't read my blog... but I love her anyway:)

Anyway, I haven't written on my blog in a while... since my surgery! It's been a little over a month now, and I'm doing GREAT!!! I'm feeling awesome and most of the initial healing is over. I had the stitches on the on my jaw (outside close to my sideburns) removed the tuesday after surgery, and have been visiting with my ortho and surgeon practically weekly. Most of the feeling is back. JACCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK!!!! (the joey... of the group) Having the feeling come back was actually completely miserable. It doesn't hurt, and it isn't itching, but it's almost.... bubbly. If you've ever popped a nerve you know what I mean.... I tried almost everything to help with sleeping and the irritation, even to the point of popping the actual razor off of my razor (which vibrates) and holding onto my jaw to itch the nerve.... it was horrible. I lost a good 20 pounds in the first 3 weeks, and have luckily kept most of it off. I think I look much more healthy now, but some people have been telling me I look anorexic, but I love it!!!

Happily I will get my braces of in about 6 months. I'm really excited to see the actual finished product when I have all the feeling back and have my pretty white teeth:) It'll be awesome!!! overall life is great and the surgery was a HUGE success!!!!

I just want to take a minute to say, I love my friends. They are the thing that makes me smile every day. Whether it's the people I see everyday, my co-workers, or the friends that I almost never see, but show up at chili's and say hi. I love everyone. I want them all to know that they make my world go round and I couldn't be happier to be part of each one of their lives.